Monday, May 10, 2004
Home
Life has been interesting lately. I went home again, up to Middletown. I am leaving for DC on saturday and wanted to say bye to the siblings. They were in Boston till Sunday afternoon, but I went up on Saturday anyway since it was my best friend's birthday. Her cousin was my high school sweetheart, my first real love.
Now, my baby sister has her first "boyfriend". Hearing her on the phone with him, the excitement when he called and her annoyance at the fact that his family's phone doesn't accept blocked numbers and our number is blocked (I got to be the hero by letting her call him on my cell) it made me so happy just witnessing it.
It is wonderful that I still have my first love in my life though he has changed so drastically. Each time I see him I remember what blind love felt like, when it was never risky because you just believed that everything would work. I don't think we ever love like we loved our first love but it's nice to try.
Life has been interesting lately. I went home again, up to Middletown. I am leaving for DC on saturday and wanted to say bye to the siblings. They were in Boston till Sunday afternoon, but I went up on Saturday anyway since it was my best friend's birthday. Her cousin was my high school sweetheart, my first real love.
Now, my baby sister has her first "boyfriend". Hearing her on the phone with him, the excitement when he called and her annoyance at the fact that his family's phone doesn't accept blocked numbers and our number is blocked (I got to be the hero by letting her call him on my cell) it made me so happy just witnessing it.
It is wonderful that I still have my first love in my life though he has changed so drastically. Each time I see him I remember what blind love felt like, when it was never risky because you just believed that everything would work. I don't think we ever love like we loved our first love but it's nice to try.
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